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Within two bleak days my entire emotional core would be snuffed out. Causing me to feel like. . . .
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Yet again, no response when I reached out to Nicholas. What we once had was powerful and . . . .
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So confident, but you'll be surprised it took awhile, but I can finally recognize. I'm so much better off with someone else. . .