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dead man walking, i've had enough, mental abuse, narcissistic mother, relationships

Enough Is Enough

girl purple dress sitting by grave stone good bye nicholas your dead to me

My heart simply won't let go doing it any other way, so it's back to what works for me. As harsh as it may be, it's what I must do to preserve who I am on the inside.

Nadia
April 24, 2020

dead man walking, heart-ache, i've had enough, relationships, ricardo, wordpress.com website

It Is What It Is

Honestly, I believe I’ve had enough of the vicious emotional games that most ghastly men try to play. From the foolish ones, those who think it’s okay for them to behave a certain way. . . .

Nadia
April 16, 2020

dead man walking, depression, heart-ache, relationships, ricardo

Powerful

Yet again, no response when I reached out to Nicholas. What we once had was powerful and . . . .

Nadia
April 14, 2020

emotions or emotional, facebook, faith, lou lou, love, nadia mazonis, quotes and poems, relationships

Dodging bullets is not an easy thing to realistically achieve. However, I've carefully managed to dodge two of them already this miserable year. First with Mark, now with Ricardo. We both knew we undoubtedly had an up hill battle if we genuinely wanted to be together. We each admittedly had an obstacle, mine being emotional, and his being obligational. All it would merely take was one of us being unable to cope adequately with the other's specific situation, and it would be over. Not surprisingly, he quit and gave up.

Nadia
April 13, 2020

anxious, cabin fever, catina, facebook, fcc, fear, friends, hope, journaling, jp, lou lou, love, media, nadia is feeling bad, nadia mazonis, ocd, panicky, quotes and poems, relationships, stress, therapy, therapy over the phone, worrying

3 Day Whirlwind

Good evening, it’s presently 9:35 p.m. on Monday the 6th of April. This journal entry is since Saturday the 4th, Sunday the 5th, and today Monday the 6th of April. It has been undoubtedly a whirlwind the past three days. Saturday and Sunday I felt completely lost, last night I dealt with many family dramas, and today has been chaos. I’m thinking people are starting to lose their flipping minds.

Nadia
April 6, 2020

catina, emotions or emotional, goals, hope, instagram, journaling, love, nadia is feeling good, nadia mazonis, quotes and poems, relationships, social media, strong confident beautiful woman, wordpress.com website

Goals and 1k Followers

As the numbers began to climb, I set my initial goal at 500 followers. Exactly 3 months later from the day I started using Instagram on March 16th I made it to my first set goal. For some reason I thought that every 500 followers gained would take 3 months since the first 500 followers required that long to obtain.

Nadia
April 4, 2020

anxious, bi-polar, catina, emotions or emotional, fear, friends, heart-ache, journaling, jp, lou lou, love, my car and issues, quarantine, quotes and poems, relationships, stress, strong confident beautiful woman, worrying

My Wolfie

A tragic love story maybe, but that was it. Catina and I talked about how I felt for real about Wolfie. There’s no other way to describe my sincere feelings for him. Words do not express the gratitude, and love that I possess in my heart for this man. As we continued to talk, our conversation went from my feelings to Wolfman's feelings.

Nadia
April 3, 2020
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