Category heart-ache

all thinks that hurt my chest emotionally

dead man walking, emotions or emotional, haunting memories, heart-ache, my mother

Emotionally Discombobulated

photo of person lying down on beach as the sun set in pinks and blues

Today would of been my mother's 65th Birthday if she were still with us. . .

Nadia
April 27, 2020
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candy, heart-ache, kidnapping for profit, moe, quotes and poems

Dr. MLKJ said it best. "Our Lives begin to end the day we become silent about the things that matter" When searching for the imagery for this entry, I became sick. It's a disgrace that they claim to protect the children, then under the surface of lies and mistrust do something evil, sick, and twisted with them all for a profit.

Nadia
April 20, 2020

dead man walking, heart-ache, mental abuse, playing mind games, ricardo

When I’m Ready

Within two bleak days my entire emotional core would be snuffed out. Causing me to feel like. . . .

Nadia
April 19, 2020
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dead man walking, heart-ache, i've had enough, relationships, ricardo, wordpress.com website

It Is What It Is

Honestly, I believe I’ve had enough of the vicious emotional games that most ghastly men try to play. From the foolish ones, those who think it’s okay for them to behave a certain way. . . .

Nadia
April 16, 2020

dead man walking, depression, heart-ache, relationships, ricardo

Powerful

Yet again, no response when I reached out to Nicholas. What we once had was powerful and . . . .

Nadia
April 14, 2020

coronavirus aftermath, coronavirus covid-19, faith, fear, heart-ache, hope, journaling, love, media, nadia is feeling bad, nadia mazonis, quarantine, quotes and poems, stress, wordpress.com website, worrying

Evanescing Emotions

Swirling Smoke with butterflies fluttering about on a black back ground. The smoke represents evanescing into thin air.

After a two day relentless flood of excessive emotions and pent-up feelings, I evanesced into a world of technology and optimization. The familiar sound of a voice which caused the wound on my heart to bleed yesterday, happened to be the same sound today that comforted me. Why did William . . .

Nadia
April 12, 2020

dead man walking, heart-ache

My Bleeding Heart

My Heart is Bleeding for You black and read picture of a bloody heart

Being in love with someone who is no longer in love with you should be easy to move past. However, for myself it's impossible it seems. Lying to myself and stuffing emotions elsewhere didn't work, because subconsciously it all was there under a brilliant script of excellent acting. When I heeded Nicks familiar voice on a personal video for the first time in 5 bleak months, I couldn't contain it any longer. A distinctive sound not forgotten, rather blocked out to shelter myself from the unbearable pain of my bleeding heart.

Nadia
April 11, 2020